I opt for positivity as much as i could, i thought that would be the best choice to react to in faces of unpleasantness. But now, it doesnt seem to be the best solution for emotional healing. It doesnt solve problems. Have i been in such a critical stage that i doubted and lose faith in everything regarding to this, like practically everything? I cant deny the truth that im running away from problems by remaining positive. Yea, you heard it, running away. People might think that me being bright means im really a positive person, but sometimes it could be the other way round. Where did my faith went? Where is the hope? Why am i put in this situation? For others, this would not be a big deal, they could just put down everything and walk away...but why couldnt i? Did i get myself into the hot soup? Months ago, i would think that this is the right choice to do. But now, i cant be certain of that at all. I still dont think it's anyone's fault. Life just happens. But what do you want me to do now? What proof do you want me to show you? Aint i just doing what i was told to do? Or maybe it doesnt fit you in at all. Maybe i used the wrong way. But God tell me if im wrong, tell me so that i can correct it. Tell me if it's Your will. For in the beginning, im doing this for You. I just dont want to get off track. Help me please....and my friends.
"For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways," declares the LORD.
I may not see where the road is heading. This problem that im facing may not be what i have thought it to be. But You know it all...and thus im not getting in control of this anymore. Im putting my trust in You.
Our God never fails.
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