For Your Glory

Running. I've always been running. Not running towards the goal, but away. But this time, i dont wanna run anymore. Lord, i dont wanna be like Jonah. It's tiring. No matter how far i've run, I cannot excape You and You'll eventually pull me back. God i'm certain that You have called me, i know it's time i should respond. I feel like i'm living a hypocritical life all these while, it's so easy to say, but so hard to put those words into action. God, i'm sorry for the constant escape when You call, i'm sorry for being such a timid person. I dont know what i have that i can do for You, but You never call on our ability but our availability and You are able to use our weaknesses for the great things just as long as we are willing.

I'm not good in speaking, not good in leading. But like Moses, You put words in His mouth and gave him the courage to speak Your words. In the same way O Lord, use me. I may not know how, but all that You ask is to put my trust in You and You'll guide me. I do not need to know how, I just need to be obedient to follow You. Lord, i dont want to escape anymore so send me, and i'll go for You though i may not know how, i know You wont leave me alone. Help me to rise up for Your glory, put dreams in me to live for You. Help me to have the step of faith to do Your will and no matter what happens i know You'll have my back. This life is short, i dont want to live a fruitless life. I know im here for a purpose, so use me for Your purpose. Just help me NOT to run away anymore Lord.

Change me to become the person You want me to be, give me a new life to live for You. I surrender all that i am to You for i am nothing without You as You said, "I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing." John 15:5

Lord i trust in You to see the change and transformation in this place, and in the lives of Your people. Continue to inpsire me and move me for Your works and help me to serve You faithfully and joyfully. May Your Holy Spirit continue to anoint me and guide me in my walk with You Father. Thank You Jesus. Amen.

Use me, for Your glory
"With God all things are possible"
Matthew 19:26