Be still, focus, trust and wait

confusions, doubts, choices, worries....
never stops tossing inside of me
never stops creating the conflicts
then it stops beating, something is wavering
it grew cold, unpassionate, frustrated
amidst the chaos, there is a stillness calling
so strong that it calms the storm
it is the voice of the Spirit
full of assurance and grace
i know i'm not reaching a dead end
i know He's working somewhere high above there
i look up and i see the most amazing thing
that is You smiling right back to me
that smile was enough to carry me through
...trusting You

This is what i put my faith on, Lord. I know You listen, I know You watch, I know You are there. I want to walk on the water like how Peter did, and setting my full focus on Jesus. I want to be like Daniel, brave and steady in the lions' den, knowing You are right beside me. I want to be like Moses, reaching an end yet knowing You will part a way for me. I want to see mountains being moved. I want to see miracles happen through faith. I want to follow and stand beside You, witnessing You turning the water into wine, magnifying the quantity of 5 loaves of bread and 2 fishes into thousands, I want to see You turning the impossible situations around! I ask this faith from You Lord, like a daughter asking a gift from her father, and I receive it with great honor and thankfulness. What comes from You will eventually return to You. I receive it, use it and return You all the glory that belongs to You. Amen.