Thinking about life itself is what i usually do. It's just so amazing how things fall into place at different levels and phases of life. It's basically something we cannot control. Though it's true that life is at our hands, it's up to us how we choose to explore it, but that's just temporary. "In his heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines his steps. Proverbs 16:9" To think about it, we don't control our own life, we don't know how, and we can't. Sometimes, we don't see the reason or motivation behind the circumstances that we're in, just because we always want things to go our way, and when it doesn't, we get upset.
I am so pleased to know that my Creator stands before me, watching carefully every step that i take, holding my hand to guide me and sending aids and helps from everywhere to make sure i am always good. I love my home, i love the people He sent around me. It's too comfortable, too warm until i became reluctant and afraid to make the move. I compromise to stay in my comfort zone, because at least i know i am safe here. Even so, i am still conscious. I know i will have to leave, i know the home and people i love are not static and lasting. No matter how much i feel like staying, things will still move on. Life is indeed good, and if it is here on earth, it will be hundred times better at Home.
I guess it's time i should blindfold myself, and listen to the voice of my Shepherd, with faith taking my steps according to His will, not by sight, not by feelings anymore. With trust, i am secure to know that He will not lead me to danger nor to harmful places, but to the land He has prepared for me, there shall i rejoice in the name of Jesus. I look forward for more of Your blessings.
Now Father, blindfold me.
I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
~ Jeremiah 29:11 ~
